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WELCOME Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. What the heart gives away its never gone but kept in the hearts of the others. To truly love another means to let go of all expectations and having full acceptance. In melody divine, my heart beats to rapturous love to call you mine ღ Profile Viewing ♥
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November 13, 2009 @ 11:23 PM
Lots and lots of thoughts in mind Ya, i don't know why but I feel down. Seriously, I aren't feeling good. Fuck it. He said he needed be home early. But he was even later than usual. If you needed personal time Go ahead and tell me. Don't need to treat me this way. I will not interfere your life If you don't want me to I'm trying so hard not to be mad But I just cannot help it. When you didn't reply Do you know that I will get worried. At least tell me the truth. You always wanted me to trust you But how. You didn't allow me to You should know that my mind always wonder Thinking negative things and I know it's fucked up Now what, yes you can reply slow but what. In my mind, I am thinking whether are you busy Are you safe and sound at home? Maybe I shouldn't be worrying that much Cuz' all this just seems redundant isn't it ? Why didn't I thought of you could jolly take care of yourself Why the fuck should I worry. I've learnt. I will not interfere with the decisions you make Never. I tried my best to change to a girl that you want me to be. You want a mature relationship I'm trying. Maybe you don't feel it. But indeed I am trying so hard to be your ideal girl But I guess I've failed. Haven't I ? I guess..... my worries aren't that important afterall.... |