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WELCOME Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. What the heart gives away its never gone but kept in the hearts of the others. To truly love another means to let go of all expectations and having full acceptance. In melody divine, my heart beats to rapturous love to call you mine ღ Profile Viewing ♥
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November 11, 2009 @ 1:29 PM
Mum smsed me before she left this morning. Frankly speaking, I miss her Regretting is of no use now. Nevertheless, I am glad that she came. Content of happiness way higher than unhappy I broke down in tears last night In her arms, I felt love I felt that I am filled Filled with her concerns and love That I have been craving for when I am alone It has been long since I cried in her arms I guess it has been 2 years since then The thoughts of her in my mind now Made my heart hurtt like needles pricking And my tears to roll down quietly With the smoothing music played in the library Too much lies in me Too much to voice out Too much for me to handle I need a shoulder Being imaginative isn't good Once negative, bad thought will rise up Step by step walking into the darkness Little by little engulfing my dreams More and more hurts I'm bringing to the others. How I wish I could look life in a more simpler way How I hope I was back then when I am five The age that I will never forget My friend, walking bit by bit further away Everyday I wonder How would the people around me feel If I aren't around anymore ? How would my family feel and think How would the friends I regard feel and think How would girlfriend and real friends feel and think How would people in church react ? How would mostl importantly ღBaby feel and react ? Many a times, I search for things to fill up the sense of insecurity in me to fill up the emptiness in me on and on, it didn't seems to work Or I didn't manage to find a way Cuz' I always knew The only way is music Listening to the piano playing I had mix feelings Sitting alone and listening My dreams came back My feelings came back My emotions and passions The gush of courage The urge to cry Came all together This is me. Piano. The music that I have longed The melody from it The keys flowing It's just me. Life without music isn't real It's filled with hatred and sorrows No matter how hard I've tried I can't find that feeling back Expressing my emotions into the music Putting what I'm into those notes Enthusiasting my life into the keys Just play. The flow. It's gone. For too long I'm starting to forget The way how music goes Composing my life. My dream. Long before. Long Long ago. |