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WELCOME Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. What the heart gives away its never gone but kept in the hearts of the others. To truly love another means to let go of all expectations and having full acceptance. In melody divine, my heart beats to rapturous love to call you mine ღ Profile Viewing ♥
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July 28, 2010 @ 12:24 AM
28th July '10 FYP has finally come to an end on Sat. Everything was quite smooth going I could say. Many things are also getting better now. So, it's time to allow me to focus on my studies now. There're things that I've lost along the way... Precious things, brothers, friends, grades, in this one month But I guess I'll rescue as much of them as possible My heart is beating restlessly, I've been telling myself, Do Not Think Too Much.. Yet, this time, I can no longer decieve myself... No MORE. All along, I thought that you're proud of me. I've never thought that I made you so shameful, To have a girlfriend like me to the extend That you have to tell people about me which isn't me. Everyday, when you're in there, I cried my lungs out. I condemn myself to hell I escaped from the reality world I wished, I hoped, I prayed, I dreamed. I worried, I stoned while thinking of you. What I got in the end is you telling people About me, no the MAKED-UP me that is your girlfriend. Guessed that, I'm not a good girlfriend in your eyes. Or maybe, just like what the other said, EXTRA. 2 days later, we will talk about everything. Priority isn't how am I but why did you did this to me. Why did you leave me hanging, holding on Till 2 days before you come out and then I got to know About everything, the TRUTH. Maybe the others were right Maybe I've the choice wrong Maybe I'm just finding trouble Maybe I'm just a spare tyre Maybe I'm nothing to you. Maybe everything's just a lie... As the days passes As the time rushes As my hopes dimmers As my faith fades I continue to hang on Hoping for my hopes to return Believing that my faith will revive Running with time Catching up with days Ultimately, I still failed Because I could no longer hold on Because what I hoped for were lies Because what I believed were just.... A fantasy.... Labels: Everything is coming to an end.... |