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WELCOME Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. What the heart gives away its never gone but kept in the hearts of the others. To truly love another means to let go of all expectations and having full acceptance. In melody divine, my heart beats to rapturous love to call you mine ღ Profile Viewing ♥
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April 14, 2010 @ 4:25 AM
14th April '10  Officially haven't been sleeping for 48 - 2 hours. Wanted to go Cascaden to drink with precious but full house. In the end went Starbucks to chill. Talked about many things. I don't know for now but I choose to believe. Believing that there's nothing between them and.... Everything will be fine just like what it seems to be now. Frankly speaking, this is part of the reason why I am still awake At this very moment without feeling a sense of tiredness. I really don't mind them being close friends. Seriously, I am still believing; no fear. Holding on tight. Sighs. Just feel that he isn't that into me either. I don't know, just sighs. Fuck it. I effing hate this feeling that is in me RIGHT NOW. I just couldn't voice out, you know. ARGHHHH. DAMN. Maybe..... Nevermind, I'm outta words. Or should I just say SPEEECHLESS. I just cannot erase what Sam told me. It is just so irritating when it keep whirling in my mind. Give me a break. I NEED A FUCKING BREAK FROM THIS. Forget it. Pointless ranting if it doesn't work. KILL me then. Labels: What the hell is wrong with me |