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June 21, 2012 @ 9:03 PM

It has been 3 months since I have last blogged. Apologies to that for there were too many things happening in my life for the past 3 months. I'm still happily attached to my puffy hubby though there were still arguments and quarrels on and off. Thinking of it, I'm really glad that we are still together and haven't given up on each other. That is definitely something that I will really give thanks to. There are also things that I hope that it had never happened and I could make myself forget. How a dearly wish that I could rewind time and not let it happened in my life.

This is what exactly happened, I will just briefly talk about it for I can at least unleash my emotions but yet not making it to be uncontrolled. One of my friend, a friend that were once one of my heart-to-heart brother just died recently. His departure tore me apart and that is definitely something I don't wish to feel, he died due to being unable to patch back with his 7-month girlfriend.He was once a guy that commit crimes, take drugs and was sent into prison, a person that has a bad temper but after being released, he actually changed for the better. No more drugs, no more committing crimes and found a decent job. Even though without a certificate in education and thus do not have a bright future, despite of that he didn't gave up and he is thankful for what he has in life.I knew of his departure through Facebook, the stunning news just immobilized my thoughts and then I realised that he had already left. A friend that can actually agree to accompany me for work interview despite that, that was our first meetup. Subsequently, we do frequent meetups and talk. It was until near September we stopped meeting up due to me wanting to focus in my studies (though it still failed) but we still do sometimes chat on Facebook and text each other. I still remembered that the last time he chatted with me on Facebook was in April. When I thought when again will we chat again or arrange for a short meetup, there I found you already dead because of someone that is so unworthy. The below is a short note dedicated just for you, my friend - Aaron Goh:

"I still remember the first time we meet up at Toa Payoh Central, I asked you why you dressed so formally when it's a short meetup, I was kinda surprised by that thinking that who would actually care about wearing formal during the first meetup. I told you that I could only meet you for awhile as I still have to go for a job interview and asked if you wanted to tag along. You actually agreed. Nevertheless, Aaron, we have so much memories together and now that you're gone; I left alone to recall and reminisce these memories we shared. I really missed you my friend, a lot. Still remember the times we go Marina Square to shop, watch movie and slack. Still remember the times you sent me home after we slack and all those things we always talk about. The little secrets we shared between the two of us and so many more. Friend, all I could do and say is that when I go to places we have been there together I will think of you, the things we do reminds me of you, and that now that you're gone, be happy now, wherever you may be. Forget about what a life you have before and be a better man in another. I love you, my friends, my brother. May you rest in peace."

Alright, other than that, another little update is that I have shifted out from the evil aunty house and stay in another. It is both good and bad but I won't do much elaboration upon it. Now my tests period is coming, mugging like a mad woman, I say. HA! I have been quite busy with school and studies and boyfriends and family. Definitely friends too but mostly on the two major ones other than my parents will be studies and boyfriend. Therefore, do pardon me if my blog is getting dusty again (Opps) ! Okay, enough of resting, it's time to continue mugging. Goodbye readers. Hope that you will smile your day off everyday despite any hardships that you have been/go through. Joy and laughter is always the best medicine to your soul :)

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