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WELCOME Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. What the heart gives away its never gone but kept in the hearts of the others. To truly love another means to let go of all expectations and having full acceptance. In melody divine, my heart beats to rapturous love to call you mine ღ Profile Viewing ♥
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Maybe
November 18, 2008 @ 6:53 PM
I really cannot figure out why I am feeling out a sudden -- So I hate this feeling Am I falling in love again? Its been long that I have this feeling again I care about His everything and its like I am getting affected I do not want this to happen when I had just decided to give up on everything especially a relationship. Whatever it is, I am getting addicted in talking to Him. Enjoy the feeling seeing even Him playing and doing His own stuff and Even being ignored by Him like I do not even existed. Sms-ing , MSN-ing and chatting on the phone just make me happy I think this very stupid of me have a hopeless hope ! Maybe He just treat me as a friend and I should not have too much hope on it. Being there for Him when he is down, when He needs me These are way too satisfied getting to just see Him happy and fine Maybe, like what PK have just mentioned to me yesterday If I do not give it a try I may not know the outcome Worse come to worse, I might regret for not going for it But ultimately, I rather regret than to get hurtt once more Though PK had promised that he will be there to pull me -- if I were to fall The thing is that I no longer have that courage Not anymore, no one can understand me I hope they do not 'Cuz this might be better for me to hide To hide to a place where its nowhere found here Feelings is like air Never it could be seen Never it can be felt It comes from nowhere But lands it the heart Love is like nicotine Addicted to parts and puzzles of happenings Never it can be removed Till a day when you are really able to overcome it Having a hopeless hope is like living in a dungeon Sentenced with life-imprisonment There will not be light but darkness Sheds of tears and hates Knowing that it will not happen But still holding on tight like a fool.... Labels: will post soon |